Joyeux anniversaire

The 26th of July 2007...
A significant day to the tens of hundreds of thousands of birthday boys, girls, guys, gals, monsieur and madame out there... Joyeux anniversaire
but as the tens of hundreds of thousands of birthday candles are being blown out by the delightful tunes and best wishes of families and friends,
i do suspect or seek to believe that somewhere in this open vastness,
there has to be a certain someone who feels exactly like i do.
Lying in the misty fog, deep in the wilderness,
i look up and see from a distance, silhouettes of dark lonesome figures,
sitting in solitare as i am,
staring into the blankness,
without desire of any companionship nor birthday wishes,
begging for this day to whisk past,
or be washed away by the horizon,
as the blue skies dived into the hills,
making way for that blanket of darkness,
that had never seemed to be devoid of the moon and the stars,
like tonight.

Of all the days of the year, it was this fateful day,
where my heart yearns for the one i love,
and weeps into the darkness of the night.
the tears that fell like dripping blood,
from the heart of a aimless soul,
praying for the break of dawn,
of a sweeter Joyeux anniversaire,
same time next year.